Work life and home life are crushing me right now. I felt like blogging to forget. Damned if I didn’t stare at the cursor for, well, quite a while. In the interest of frivolity, here’s the banter-y type shit I decided to go ahead with…

- I love tea, especially sun tea. I had a happy accident when I made some over the weekend. I wanted flavoured tea. I had some Peach bags, but only 3 and I usually use at least 6 for sun tea. I tossed in 3 Lipton Brisk bags. A few hours later, I was drinking a concoction better than restaurant quality. It didn’t even need sugar. Dare I try the same with Passion Fruit? Hmm.

- On the recommendation of Jay Holben, This Film Is Not Yet Rated is sitting on my coffeetable, awaiting my attention. I am certifiably addicted to news expose sorts of shows like Frontline, so I think this may be right up my alley. And Jay is film dude extraordinaire, so it’s a leap of faith for me. Don’t fail me now!

- Is Trent Reznor in the movie Underworld? Seriously…

- Also, Moonlight should still be on tv. It won a People’s Choice Award, so it was a no-brainer to keep. And after the success of Twilight… Gah, network execs make me want to spork out my eyeballs.

- I’m trying to read this book about a priest who was killed by cyanide in front of the congregation. It doesn’t require knowledge of the G word to ‘get it’, but I’m still not feelin’ it. I like the cop characters though; they are reoccurring from some of the author’s other books. I guess I was hoping for something a little more sadistic. Oh how that applies to other things at the moment, ha!

- My favourite Michael Jackson son is “Leave Me Alone;” now stop asking! :P

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After watching recent news reports, I’ve noticed that it seems many of us think our votes entitle us to an awful lot of access to politicians personal lives. (On a related note: Overall, the general sense of entitlement in society today is staggering. The behavior of so many people often has me asking the rhetorical question, “Who do you think you are?!”) It is understandable to want to vote for someone who shares your views and can relate to your agenda (yes, we all have one). To not want to cast vote for someone who does not is, actually, your RIGHT, but only the degree that you aren’t infringing on anyone else’s rights. However, if you are unsure of where a candidate stands, in that case, it might be in your best interest to simply abstain from voting for that office. Exercising that type of freedom- to choose or to choose not to make a choice, is part of what allows the system to work.

While it matters to me whether an illegal act has been committed, I don’t care who elected officials are fucking; I feel that’s a private matter. Sure, the ‘injured spouse’ could be considered a victim, but adultery isn’t a crime, per se. It’s certainly grounds for dissolution of a marriage, but it isn’t an offense punishable by law, though their spouse may find ways in which to punish them for it. ;)

The real injustice is that careers are forever jeopardized by private matters that don’t affect competence or ability to perform job duties. I’m baffled that sex between two consenting adults causes such a stir. Granted, when it is done on company time or financed with company funds, that’s another matter, but done ‘off duty’ and with their own earned monies shouldn’t be grounds for termination! Yes, a certain conduct is expected of them AT WORK - just like it is of you, but what one does in their freetime, provided it is legal, has so little bearing on other areas of their life or yours.

Some may argue that politicians should be held to a higher standard. I believe the time to let go of our ideals about what a politician is and should be is long passed. In this era, the best we can hope for is that they are not criminals. Certainly, this is unfortunate and sad fact, but a reality none the less and it is something to which we must adapt. Our adaptability is key to our success as a nation.

Others may argue that an affair is a reflection of character and, therefore, an indication that someone cannot be trusted with the job of running our country. Before you start spewing that logic, it might be a good idea to ask yourself: How above reproach are you? What things have you done that would be reason for you not to be trusted and have things taken away from you, have your life ruined? More importantly, who is qualified to make that judgment? The common man? Your next door neighbor? The guy in line at the supermarket? The woman waiting for the bus? I mean, they vote and pay taxes too, so… ???

Most of us, thankfully, are instilled with a basic sense of right and wrong; that isn’t exclusive to any certain religious sect. We can all probably agree to the general compromised summation of: those that kill or steal should be held responsible for their actions and receive some sort of punishment. (It is the specifics upon which we can’t agree.) I know I definitely can’t get past the fact that the world can’t be that envisioned “better place” with these thinly veiled attempts to enforce any particular set of morals on others. I feel like an old woman as I sit here shaking my head and muttering, “what a shame; we have so much potential.”

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I took an Old 97’s tune called The New Kid (swapped the genders, changed kid to girl, tweaked a couple of other words) and parodied it into a song about the camgirl world, ha!

Verse 1:
The new girl, she’s got money
The money I deserve
She’s got the goods but she’s not good for her word
I should be rolling in it
I’ve been a working stiff
As for the justice no one knows where it went

Chorus:
I’m gonna cam away
Until my dyin’ day
I will be remembered for the hot things I did
Believe me every year
There is another one here
Don’t you see I used to be the new girl
I am sorry to say
You’ll get carried away
Oh
You will be replaced
You will be replaced
I tell you again
Don’t get too settled in
Oh
You will be replaced
You will be replaced
by the new girl

Verse 2:
The new girl, she’s got my fans
The fans I used to have
She’s got the looks you know, but not from her dad
They should be kissing my ass
They should be so in love
There is no justice
There’s just dark stars above

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I am always wary of meeting interweb folk, but I knew right away that Sunny and Blake were my kind of people when I met them in Toronto while visiting Steph The Geek a few years ago. They are really special to me in that kindred spirit sort of way. It would mean a lot to me to be able to help them out. This where you come in!
Please register and vote for them to win an amazingly kickass vehicle by Nissan called the Cube. It only takes a minute and you won’t get any spam from it. I can’t begin to tell you how much of a positive life change this could mean for them individually, as a couple and for their kids.
The links are:
http://www.hypercube.ca/en/Canvas.aspx?id=9b9168c6-c8bb-46cf-bd27-d0fbf0a8d21d〈=en
and
http://www.hypercube.ca/en/Canvas.aspx?id=9b9168c6-c8bb-46cf-bd27-d0fbf0a8d21d〈=en
If you can remember, please try to vote daily. I’ll give you a friendly reminder occasionally! :) Thank you so much!

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… and so is my site. I have a lot of spring cleaning to do. Well, I don’t *have* to, but I want to! In the next few days/weeks(?) I’ll revise my bio, update my links list and put up a brighter/happier layout. I’m also discussing the possibility of developing a members area to incorporate into a fellow camgirl’s network of sites. After a bad experience with BLW, I thought that was something I’d never do again, but I both trust and admire this lovely lady, so I’m optimistic about the endeavor. We shall see! I would also like to move out and rent an apartment this summer. I am considering seeking a roommate. More on that another time as well…. 

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By Exene Cervenka

Because our skins aren’t thick enough, the walls are too thin , our muscles have not evolved , we are not strong enough to protect us from ourselves…

Look ! Soft tan tissue - they are on the cover of the swimsuit issue . He wishes you were her . Because he is looking for something much much more sexier and voluptuous. So he takes out a personal ad that says: “Personality a PLUS …”

Those guys they do everything for us . wedding rings , diamonds , we get to by stuff… STUFF… Lots and Lots of STUFF. Shops , malls , homeshopping walls, is it enough stuff? Is it stuff enough ? We don’t know any better I guess. And now home shopping replaces television trinity ministry in some homes I guess.  and now at least people are getting something for their money.

taxes to taxes, dust to dust. they do everything for us.

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Intoxication by Shanna Germain

*scroll down the entry just a bit for the story*

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I’d like to start writing erotica again. We all have fantasies that we return to regularly. Many are things we’d never actually do, but often think about in the moment >;) Some of my favourites involve:

- acting as a Domme over men with a panty or foot fetish,

- being forced by my master to take black cocks bareback while he watches, instructs, films and masturbates,

- getting a public groping and fucking by 3 aggressive older brits in a pub (inspired by a triple penetration scene featuring Taylor Rain),

- Greg Dulli (…)

- Greg Graffin (…)

- Robert Pollard (…)

- being kidnapped and trained by my captor in a fashion similar to the Sleeping Beauty novels,

- dominating men via facesitting and pussy worship,

- feminization of crossdressers,

- receiving bukkake facials while being pleasured with a vibrator,

- servicing a group of dominant women in a setting like prison or a formal tea party

And that’s just the short list :) I hope to hammer out some in depth tales soon.

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With spring on the way (well, I hope it is!), I am starting to consider changing my look a bit. I achieved one goal already; my hair is to the middle of my back and nearly covers my boobs in the front. Next comes colour! I have been having the black hair versus red hair debate with myself for a few months. I think I have decided on black. Right now, I am about a level 5/medium brown, but black (level 1) is my natural colour. Up until fairly recently, I have hated it. Now, I am embracing it (thanks, emo/scene kids!) and noticing how it ‘makes my eyes pop’ and my skin look more porcelain. Whereas red, though I love it so much, emphasizes my pink undertones and makes me ruddier (more ruddy?); it requires maintenance too. I have been using my ‘entertainment money’ to have my hair washed and styled twice a week at the salon instead of spending it on something else (i.e. booze, going out), so I probably should not add another expense into my routine there.

I had this image in my head of the cut and colour. I was picturing a dark Veronica Lake feel. I only today realized I had seen it on someone before and who that someone was- Dita Von Teese…. Great since I love arming myself with photos for my stylist and it’s easy to find several of her. I like this one in particular. My bangs are long enough to brush over and hide under my hair until they are longer. (I will definitely miss them, but the weekly trims and monthly relaxers needed to keep them properly shaped are annoying me.) And, if I decide to go lighter afterwards, I have always been able to lift several levels from black quickly and easily without frying. In fact, even though I abuse the flat iron, my hair is still so strong I can usually relax and colour it in one shot with very little damage and no breakage. (Dad’s genes, yay!) I even went from black to actual platinum blond in two processes done in the same day once - wow! Honestly, the only drawback with this new darker look is that I would feel compelled to do my brows perfectly every day (at the moment, I do a fast, rough sketch since they are covered by bangs) and to wear makeup in the morning since my face will be so exposed (usually I put it on at lunchhour). No sense in having glam hair and a bare face :P Oooh, I’m nervous and excited!

The prospect of warmer weather has me interested in nail art again too. (For some reason, it just doesn’t appeal to me as much when it is cold outside. No idea why!) If it looks like it is going to be consistently in the 60’s or 70’s week after next, I think I may get airbrushed tiger stripes… an orange background with black markings overlayed on my fingers and doing a solid orange coat on my toes. Right now I am wearing a polish so horrendously sheer that I am really itching for something bold. I also like the idea of a white background with a flower of some sort painted on with a green stem and pink leaves on my hands sometime in April. I’d probably do the same pink on my toes. My mother wonders when I became such a girl :)

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I dance like That Guy. You know who That Guy is - the one everybody scoots away from on the floor, the one they keep glancing at and snickering about. Oh, alright, maybe I am not that bad, but I usually opt out of dancing because I know it is not a skill or talent I possess. Well, usually… although, at the gay bars, I can vamp it up like I’m on Club MTV [I’m dating myself with that reference] and no one thinks anything of it because they are all doing the same thing… and besides, I’m a girl [*ew*] and no one pays attention to me in those places.

It’s odd though, because you’d assume that since I can play several instruments, sing and read music that I would have enough of a sense of rhythm to get my groove on without looking like the stereotypical Honky/Cracker. Alas, no! My mental abilities and my physical abilities are completely, embarrassingly, caucasianly [is that a word?!] out of synch. I mean, c’mon, I nearly failed Gym class in school, so that should give you some indication of my lack of coordination!

But, I’ll let you in on a little secret… Sometimes, when no one is home, I put on an ‘old skool’ record from the New Jack Swing era and pretend I am some skeezer in a rap video. [Yo, yo!] You won’t see that on the Voyeur Cams though. I’ll spare you “That Guy!”

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