Won't Pull A Britney

I promise I'm not having a breakdown :) I am making a lot of changes though… in men, on CW, at work and now with my hair.

Before and After.

I feel like a modern day Cleopatra :)

Edited: May 26th, 2007

Bittersweet

About two weeks ago, I finally told my boyfriend what I had been thinking for several months. “I’ve never been so lonely in all my life.” And that isn’t something one should have to say to their significant other of seven years. It hurt like hell to put the realization into words, but it had to come out before I did something self-destructive. That culminated in us “taking a break.” I made it an official cancellation last weekend and ended the relationship. The same ol’ issues kept cropping up and neither one of us seems willing to do our part to resolve them. We just swept them under the rug until it gets pulled out from under us again.

I would have waited it out again this time, like all the other times, but there was one significantly different factor- I met someone else. I wasn’t LOOKING; I was completely blindsided by it. Call it luck, karma, fate- whatever. I’m just grateful. Waiting for the other shoe to drop is deliciously fightening.

Originally published at TousledElegance.net. You can comment here or there.

Edited: May 22nd, 2007

But I Just Can’t Help It

There are a few things I am kind of embarrassed to admit I like. Past Is A Grotesque Animal by Of Montreal is one of them.

Originally published at TousledElegance.net. You can comment here or there.

Edited: May 4th, 2007